You're All I Need

I just want to love you, in a way I've always wanted to love. Unconditionally, with every part of me. I need to feel secure. I want to feel things I've never felt before. I want to inhale you like a drug and feel your warmth spread over me, getting high on your love.

I'll touch every inch of you, body, mind and soul. Nothing is off limits; there's no place we can't go. I'll run my hands down your body as I listen to your soul. Your breathing tells me where to go to make you lose control. I just want to love you like I've never loved before. Give me all your love return and I'll never need anything more.
Tonya Marie
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